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Just got done with overtime, that was lame. I worked Donatos from 5-9pm then the factory from 10pm-6:30am and boy am I pooped. Thankfully I have today to myself, have not heard from Lindsay in three days and I am kind of concerned but I have no choice. I wish I could be spending some of today with her but any who...I was talking to a woman at work about Ligers so here's your pic.
     I hope everyone is doing fine out there and hasn't caught any of the illnesses flying around lately. I so miss my Saturday nights in Hilliard . Now I will try to find something productive to do with my new found Saturday.

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Work was okay last night. We ran out of felt tape so we had to stop the line with 4 lots to go, lame. Can anyone say overtime? It sure is on the tip of my tongue. Have the Christmas party this weekend hope that'll be fun. I haven't been out for a good time in about a week, kind of getting bored spending all day with myself
     As promised here are your pics Rob: Arnie Arnie2 Threw in that second one because it makes him look that much worst. Poor Terminator™.

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Holy Christ this has been my week entitled "TARFU" I have had the worst last couple days...I guess I should have seen it coming. What I mean is that things are been too good, it was almost eerie. The following are just the more important unfortunates.

-When I arrived home last Friday I walked into my door with a smile on my face. Things were looking up. I had a party to go to, I just got my paycheck. I had the entire weekend to myself. I guess I was an easy target but everything started here. I took off my shirt and threw em in the wash with some other things. I was hoping to just wash my clothes then arrive in Lancaster to take a nap before work at Donatos. As I was leaving to run some errands I remembered that I just received my paycheck. I thought to myself "Why not kill two birds with one stone?". Then it hit me.....OMFG! My paycheck was in my shirt pocket?!?!?!!1! I then proceeded to dash to the washing machine to retrieve this rather big paycheck. All that was left was a wad of wet paper. Saddened and with my head hung low I dragged my myself to work again only to be told that it will take 12-14 days to replace. "I will receive another paycheck before then," I thought to myself. And so it began....

-The next day things were slowly settling. I could deal without my paycheck for a week. I got some cash from mom which I gladly took and will pay asap. Work was okay, I got to catch up with some old friends and make some new. So far everything was proceeding uphill. The company party was soon and I was looking forward to it. I ran back to the apartment and upon my entry I realized something was wrong with my light in the kitchen. "Huh?", I said to myself. "I guess my lights are out, that'll be fun to replace." (It was a rather odd shaped light) I then ran around the apartment testing all my lights. Nothing was working... I thought God was playing a trick on me or that ghost was screwing with me. It didn't hit me until I sat at my computer and was wondering why it was off. I never turn Clytemnestra off. I power was out... I called AEP and they told me that I could not do anything until I get Lindsay's SSN...she was in London. I complained, no..I bitched that they did not send me any bills at all. If they would have I would have gladly paid it. Again we could not discuss anything until I get her SSN. Needless to say I went ahead and put it in my name and paid a new deposit of $70. She will have to deal with that electric bill. I just stayed at mom's house for the duration of my food going bad and a freezing dark apartment sat alone.

-She finally came back. Did not really say anything about the electric, denied that it was her responsibility. Another fight..? She clearly stated that she would in front of her parents. Can't run to Mom and Dad on that one eh? She just gave me her SSN and told me to deal with it. No thanks I already have enough on my plate. Her excuse for not calling me for the week she was in London was because our outlets are not the same as London's, no shit? (that right there was a good example of sarcasm) Most people would premeditate on that but oh well. I asked why no email. Her backfire was that I didn't so why should she. I wasn't the one in London. Still ignoring my calls as usual. That relationship is on it's last limb.

-Finally and hopefully we have come to the end of the list for, what I call "Death-cember". Today on the way to work I was in no hurry, driving from Lancaster to work takes about 20 minutes. Having 40 minutes to kill I got some gas and talked to some lady there for a good 5 minutes or so. While in the car at a stop light some guy wanted to drag. I was bored so I light another cigarette and revved motor. We then took off and ended up reaching about 75 mph in a 55 mph zone. I saw lights, turned out to be a cop. He pulled us both over. This is ironic because last time I was pulled over I was doing 19 mph over and the officer pulled me and another guy over. I told him that I was speeding because I was late for work. That seemed to have worked but I guess I was wrong.  He cited me for my speeding and left me with a $109 ticket. I told him to have a nice night and drove away. Barely made it to work. Two minutes till 10 o'clock.

     This has been hell, I cannot wait till shutdown. Glad my power is back on but I wish this would have never happened. I would like to think that if she did not go to London that all of this would have never happened but this is too much to be put of such a simple ideal. Karma is to blame for this and I feel like an idiot because I do not know what I did.
     I went back to church on Sunday. I haven't seen most of my good friends there in a while so that was nice. Kurt's baby is now 1.5 years old, and boy is she getting tall. Talked to a guy who's name escapes me about xml which can be fun. I like talking to people who know what they are talking about. I like it even more when I am that person.
     All and all I can deal but I really do wish the rest of this week just leaves me alone. Oh and since I am a "high school teenager" Brian is a n00b454û®ü5 and you were just pwnd by yours truly. Next time get your facts straight and stop thinking with your dick you coward.

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Holy Christ yesterday was interesting. Shortly after blogging and gathering up some on my now spoiled food in the fridge I was introduced to a new character. I would like to introduce Brian. This guy plays d&d with Lindsay and is sticking his nose where it does not belong.
     Just the other day I was engaged in a conversation with Lindsay and we were discussing when she was to come and get her stuff. We both agreed that she would wait until I was home. Just in case if she takes something that is not hers on accident I do not want to have to chase her down for that item (s). Midway through this conversation I receive an instant message from this guy. "She will move out everything when she wants whether you like it or not." Curious to why he was even receiving my conversation with Lindsay I questioned his identity and his motives. I am not sure if I antagonized or something but this was a cue for him to threaten to kick my ass. I've met this guy, needless to say I can take him.
     With my current level head I copied this threat labeled just_in_case.txt. If he is to "key my car" or even "desecrate my property" he should realize that I have evidence of a threat, idioth. Jokingly I asked if I would be in need of a Great War Axe, "That would be wise" he said. He then proceeded to block my screen name so I tracked him down to further question why he would kick my ass, what a coward . Hoping and ready I awaited his arrival to my, what he called, miserable apartment.
     The hours rolled on and I began to grow bored and tired. To think he would have had a slight advantage due to my lack of sleep and just getting off of work. Sat on the couch and slept a good whole hour and left for work. Looks like I am going to have to chase this Brain who works at Best Buy in the car stereo dept. If anyone shares my angst with this guy butting into my closure of this relationship stop by, the address is 2782 Taylor Road in Reynoldsburg, Ohio.
     Can't blame the guy though. The easiest way to get a girl is to share in her sorrow and direct it toward another male. In this way you can discover what you should not do. You can then uncover what you need to be and become that. This process takes less effort than genuine courtship. I just pray that Lindsay does not sell herself short, especially when she is so vulnerable. Especially to that fucktard... Yes I know that you read this Brian and yes you can go fuck yourself. You know what you are doing and you know that you will never be able to bring yourself to accept the fact that we are trying to remain friends. I'll be damned if you ruin a friendship that has lasted for 4 years, so please take your lies and stfu.
     Btw, if you do decide to come visit me in my apartment I will exercise my right to kick your ass.

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Things went well this weekend. I got to do some much needed keeping up with friends. Dan and Jess especially. Worked at Donatos so that gave me the opportunity to take Jess out for coffee and hang with Dan after work. Him and a bunch of guys + Jess went to his house and played euchre for a bit until I was near riding the porcelain bus. Once I gave up trying to stay awake Jess took her leave and I crashed at Dan's place. In short, it was worth while.
Today I slept in a bit too long for work so I earned myself a day off . Time to organize things and figure out what I need to buy. Yea, Lindsay took all of her stuff on Saturday morning. I know I need a bed, dresser, and batteries. I mean c'mon she took the batteries I purchased. How am I suppose to live without batteries? Nah, I don't care. Lindsay has given me the best thing she could, another chance at finding what makes me happy. I wasn't happy with her and we both feel that was mutual. So in short, I am free and not thinking about her anymore. w00t!
Strange thing is that I am not rebounding at all. I have the horniness of an 80 year old man. I just want to make someone's life extraordinary and treat them the way they deserve. I want to know that with my help their life has become better. I need to change my lifestyle before I can be worthy of anyone right now. I decided that my last 4 cigarettes in my pack will be my last. Well at least until I have a child (you gotta have a cigar in that case). We'll see what happens but starting this week I may do something different. I think it is time to step back and strengthen my relationships with others as a friend first. Can't just cling to a girlfriend and not do anything with your friends, that gets boring.
Well I am going to go smoke my 4th cigarette. By the time of my next blog, if you can't do the math, I should have 3 left.

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The Dresden Dolls they are kick ass. Anyone who can apply a piano to their art has extreme talent. Moving on, Lindsay came over yesterday. It was good to eat dinner with her and spend some time together. We cleared a few things up, mostly getting things off our chest's. Meh. It's over time to move on.
     Something very interesting has been brought to my attention: About 50 French people look at this site everyday, no joke. Also goto myspace and check out my first comment. It seems that people are getting a hold of this site without my knowledge. I guess I am not going to have to put a bumper sticker on my car advertising my misery and entertainment.
     Haven't motivated myself enough o fix the rest of the site yet. Due to Rob's suggestion of redesigning the site I cannot bring myself to not doing just that. Thanks Rob, ass....
     Today would have marked our 4 year anniversary. Glad that the pain is over though I suppose. Man do I sound emo or what?

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It seems to me that deathcember is not over with me yet. As I said in my post (12.14.05) this month has been pwnage on Nick. I still haven't received my paycheck that was KIA. This is not because my paycheck is taking a long time to process, the fact is that the processing hasn't even begun. I found out today that some woman named Sheena never turned in the paperwork for my paycheck. So now I am probably going to have to wait till January for this paycheck...needlesstosay it's becoming harder to stop smoking. Also it's going to fun making rent in time.
     Enough belly aching. I hope all is well with everyone and their holidays go off without a hitch. Like I said earlier I'll be working in Lancaster at Donatos for the next couple days (23rd-January 2nd). Yes I know my semi-celebrity appearance will attract a vast number of people (zero-ish) but management doesn't mind at all. If you are from Lancaster or the Columbus area I would love to hear from you.
     Today I'll be in Lancaster to see my good buddy Tim. I am going to give him the soundtrack to ICO and a sample of The Dresden Dolls. He is insisting on giving me a gift this Christmas even though I detest. It's probably because out of the blue one day I gave him Shadow of the Colossus on its' launch date  so I guess it's mostly my fault, curses. Tim's just too nice of a guy not to show his appreciation, an admirable quality indeed. Anyways today we will probably play the radical game Dr. Mario and catch up on a few things. I miss pwning his ass in that game, yea that's right Tim. I plan on seeing Kevin today too. This is also continue the pwnage train with some NCAA Football 2005 with my team "Hepatitis Pizza" to his "Wings". Side note, Davy Crockett is his mascot lmao. I guess I cannot really say anything when mine is just a guy in a costume shaped as a huge orange ball with a blue baseball cap. Maybe out team should simply be called "Retarculous". Later I'll probably stop by Donatos and distract Jessica from work for a bit then head home.
     Work is going well but it's looking like we are going to have to work this Friday. Some overtime will be nice since I am not getting paid during shutdown (Deathcember 24th-January 2nd). I really am counting on that paycheck to be in my hands before new year's day. James, Rob and I will probably be heading to the Foxhole if we have nothing better to do. It's either that or I'll be going to Dan's and will probably get trashed .
     Well I need to be getting to bed if I want to accomplish anything today.

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. Meh, the bright side is that I get to hang out with Jessica and Dan . At the moment I am "watching" all the

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     Well I need to get some sleep. Be sure to be at Donatos anywhere from 5pm - 9pm for an autograph signing. Just ask anyone working there for Nick. Last week I had two people come and I would just like to say that it was swell meeting you guys and getting some feedback. Note: I will sign

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Last night was eventful. Since I celebrated Christmas last weekend so I just went out to have some fun. Went to go see Fun with Dick and Jane. That was better than the original in my opinion. Although I am not fond of Jim Carrey I feel he at least matched George Segal's performance with a zany twist. Which that reminds me, I added a new "Theatre" section to my nav bar. Here will be reviews, top picks of the month/week. Hell, we might even have a rewards ceremony at the end of the year . Please feel free to send me any reviews you have written on any movie. Please make it spoiler free though.
     After the movie I went over to Dan's house to drink a few and play about 5 games of euchre. Kia and I were the ownage in that game. Everyone left around 2 am and I stayed to watch M.A.S.H. with Dan and crashed there. Merry Christmas indeed...What really blows thus far is the fact that I have to work at Donatos during New Year's Eve...only till 11pm but that still does not give me enough time to get my tail up to the foxhole. Too bad, was hoping to hang out with some guys at the factory. I don't do that as often as I'd like.
     There is nothing to do today. I'll probably put a few more hours into Morrowind and order Chinese. Can't wait for Thursday. Jessica and I are going to see a movie, Narnia perhaps and Genji's. I'm hoping that'll be fun. Let's put an end to my ramblings and just let your get to the hyperlink at the end of my blog. You know that's why you come to this site.

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