Imperturbable 2.3.06.:.8:45am
     So we hit our one month. Feels strange celebrating monthly anniversaries again. I feel like I am in middle school again but it's fine with me. I enjoyed yesterday's turn out. She came over Monday and spent all day with me after class and then I went to work. When I came back I found that on top of studying for her midterm she baked me a huge batch of cookies. She makes fantastic cookies too! All day we just seemed to lay around the house and hang off of each other.
     We have been talking about her living with her friend Laura and these two guys she and I both hardly know. They want to live in a very unsafe area with a bag full of goodies like rape, muggings, and battery yay! The only reason they want this area is so Laura can have a dog. Living in a slummy house just for a puppy, now that's dedication. Even with the puppy who is going to take care of it when Laura is a full time student most of the time, that's right>Jessica.
     Her parents did not like the idea of her living there and suggested living with me. Now I am not sure if this was out of pure desperation or wanting to get rid of their daughter. Either way it does not matter to me. I feel I could live with Jessica. I will just have to make sure I do not repeat my mistake with my last roommate, like paying all the bills and the rent (even did her laundry lol).
     Hopefully I will get this OSU thing straightened out and I will have the green to go ahead and get ready for college. Even If I am not accepted I can always just goto CSCC for a year and still live up there with Jessica. No matter what I am going back to school and I am going to work my ass off.

cuppycake

 

Impetus 2.4.06.:.7:08am
     Great last couple of days. Not one day has came and gone without me seeing Jessica for less than 4 hours. I love how this is working out. Can't wait to see where this is going to end up. She has given up on looking for apartments with her potential roommates. That makes me happy because she is now going to start looking for an apartment with me. I fear I might be moving too fast but oh well I like it.
     Tonight I have work at Donatos and then overtime at the factory. This is indeed lame, infact this means I will be awake 24 hours since I will be having lunch with Mum, Kevin and Jessica at Buca di Beppo. Hopefully Jess will be joining me in my catching up on sleep.
     I plan on going to the thrift store today and picking out some retarculous looking outfit for overtime tonight. Hopefully I can find an outrageous hat or suit. I'll be grabbing the digital camera and taking some shots for sure. 

quagmire

 

Lucid 2.4.06.:.9:08am
     No time to really blog today so i apologize in advance for my brief update.
     Today I had hardly any sleep. After work on Thursday night we were told that we had to work over time. Wasn't too happy about that so Rob and I did exactly what we planned. At Salvation Army we  picked up some interesting threads. After that I went to sleep at mum's till about 5 pm and was off to work at the pizzeria. Work there was okay, boring and slow. I had fun tormenting Jessica every chance I had though.
     After Donatos I left to work at the factory dressed as a, as Rubbertoe puts it, "French Pimp". It was fun walking up to the door at work hearing the cackling of my co-workers from behind. Rob looked gnarly. My first impression on what he was wearing was a hippie hobo looking to do roof work. That was good fun, especially when the people who had no one what was going on stared at us. First shift glanced at me more pissed and suspicious than intrigued and with humor. Berets do that to people I suppose.
     Well today I think we are going to Buca di Beppo and will then have to finally goto sleep around 7ish. I will wake up by noon to go and work at Donatos for Super Bowl Sunday. Pulling a 1-8:30pm shift then the factory 10pm-6:30am I hate my working life.

mnm

 

Covetous 2.6.06.:.4:05pm
     My working experience yesterday was a drag. I have been on press 1 at least most of the day. This is getting ridiculous. No time to finish this one Jessica is here with Taco Hell w00t w00t. 

pleasure

 

Inoculable 2.7.06.:.2:57pm
     I feel today I am enlightened. I have realized that I am no longer able to turn back from my love toward Jessica. She has me hooked, I fret this entrapment. For the sake of not making a sappy blog I will not go on.
     Yesterday I had to PMH at the factory. It's great knowing that my group leader trusts me with this job, since only 2 or 3 people do that job. Luckily they were all ill yesterday. A little itchy from the fiberglass and feeling like I could sleep all day I still go on working at this job. I might start looking for another crap job that is less demanding in the physical aspect. Hopefully I'll not have to work at Donatos too much this weekend. On the bright side I'll get to see Jess a tad bit more than usual. Nothing wrong with that.
     Must be off and introduce her to the movie Clerks today, maybe some backgammon.

fire

 

Nostalgia 2.10.06.:.8:06am
     As I sit in my office chair I often wonder if I will have the will power to recover from the day prior and work up the motivation to clean. This place really isn't dirty it is just unfinished. I still have some boxes to unpack from my move back in October. I feel that since I will be moving in September that I really shouldn't unpack anything unless necessary.
     This weekend Lindsay is suppose to be coming over and getting the rest of her stuff. Yes, she still hasn't taken everything. I feel she is just trying to keep reasons to why she would stop by. Not sure why her parents stopped by instead of her the other day. Finding her parents at my doorstep requesting dvd's seems childish of me. What a twit.
      Something tells me that this is going to be a long weekend. Jessica has some Special Olympic thing to goto. She coaches a group of athletes so she is obliged to be there. Coordinating something like coaching the mentally handicap takes a whole lot of patience, compassion and care. Gotta love that about her. So since she will be there this Saturday morning I think I might stay over at Dan's house (drunk + euchre + intelligent conversations = fun).
     Lately I have been spending a large allotment of time with Jessica. It has been grand knowing that everyday I will see her. This summer is going to be great when we live together for a bit. Hopefully we get along without conflict. I just wish these next couple months fly by to September. Most of the apartments on High and Lane have been taken so it looks like we are not going to live on campus and instead having to commute. Oh well, as long as we are still going to live together it'll be a-okay.

foamy

 

Effervescent 2.11.06.:.10:48pm
     "The fate of destruction is also the joy of rebirth.". Lindsay's shit is almost out of here. Today I put all the junk by the front door. She is to pick it up by noon tomorrow <Sunday> and I will finally be rid of that ungrateful skank. there I said it and that statement lacks no truth what so ever. Let's rant a bit before I end this chapter in my life.
     To sum up the past 4 years I will say. At first things seems incomparably wonderful without an end but in time that changes. Our downfall was moving in together. I have seen signs of early destruction in the past. The arrogance, constant need to oppose my actions/opinions/decisions. To combat that I would indeed mirror the same hoping she would realize what it felt like. Needlesstosay this did not work.
     Once moved in things began to chance in the aspect of us doing things together and needing each other's presence. I offered to pay all the bills and she eagerly agreed. Rent plus all other bills were on my ticket. Meanwhile her ungrateful ass would go out everyday after work, mainly to the Armoury Games <comic book store> to hang with 30 something's playing Dungeons and Dragons everyday of the week excluding Monday. I guess being around people that make you feel hot is normal for some females. Not to say I did not do that to her, make your own conclusions on that.
     It was hard to find time to be with her. More like it was hard for her to find time for me. It's not like I was never home hoping she would meet me halfway. I worked third shift (10pm-6:30am) and I was home all day. Most of the day I would try to unpack some more and work via web design. You must be thinking to yourself that I am being paranoid but let me refer to the famous Brian. He alone is proof that she has been fooling around with possibilities or just plain fooling around.
     Things were going bad, oh well. I started to prepare myself mentally for the downfall of the relationship. We had an argument one night and it ended with me pathetically trying to use my words and her slaughtering me with words like most women do. So being the Neanderthal like most men are when they are out of things to say I pinched her ass. Oh my a pinch! She said it left a scar then later admitting she "may have exaggerated". I ended the argument with me saying "Then why don't you just move the fuck out?!". Just the opportunity for her to remove herself from this wreckage of a relationship. I was saddened in a way but most of all joyous of my new rebirth into society. I felt like a million bucks 24/7. It was remarkable!
     That's that the rest of her shit still remains and until then this book is still open. Jessica and I are very happy together and she is making me the luckiest man alive. I never knew I could love someone this much. Feels as if the peak of the love I had for Lindsay is what I feel 24/7 for Jess. No shit.

bunnies

 

Prolific 2.16.06.:.8:53pm
     Long day. Work went well. I say that since I pawned my job off to another temp. Instead of me running all over the factory having to cover people for their breaks now he has too. w00t w00t. Also we got a large quantity of product out the door today with no sweat.
     Today Dan came over to finally check out my apartment. We went to Asian Star and had dinner together then he was off to work. Dan has informed me that he is going to move to Okalahoma to live at a friend's house since he is never there. Gunna miss that guy. He is going to sell me is '86 Buick Riviera with a spoiler worth 5 times the car's value for about $100. Can't wait to use that bad boy in my movie.
     Jessica hasn't been over since this morning when I woke her up. Today she had her car repaired from that wreck on Gender Road. To say the least I had loads of time to screw with some RSS Feed work from my other job. Think I almost got it working but we'll see. Soon as I get all the bugs worked out I will have a Live RSS Feed on my site so keep your eyes peeled.
     Today a bunch of us at work decided to give up smoking this Sunday night at 10:00pm. We are all going to throw $2 in a pot in which that person will win after everyone else failed to quit. The way we will do it is if everyone fails in the next couple days the last person has to last till the end of the month. Even if we have two people still going after the end of the month we will be going by two week increments. This should be interesting...hope it works.

clerks2

 

Dying with each breath 2.20.06.:.8:44am
     It was only 4 hours into the bet that someone has already start smoking again. Waste of two dollars imho. Meanwhile I will move forward with this cancerous celibacy.
     The RSS Feed is working now everyone so go and click the on the bottom right hand of your browser. That is assuming you are using the elite FireFox browser. If you've never used an RSS Feed before wise up and read this you noob. I will only be syndicating games, flash animations and movies.
     Getting a little sick. Jessica was coming down with something and really didn't mind sharing in that virus. I've been pumping both Jess and I medication the last couple days and we are doing better. This whole no smoking thing is killing me though.

mercury

 

Meh 2.25.06.:.8:07am
     Just as I thought I started up again. The bright side to all this is that I slowed down. So far I have had about 17 and spent $3.75. According to my Firefox plug-in I would have had 65 and spent $13.77. What made me go back is the fact that I would be doing it alone and most of my friends sit in the smoke break room. Also I think I came down with a mild form of hives. No idea why but my guess is because I tried to quit.
     Today I am sick as a dog. I think I caught this from Jessica but it's not her fault since I knew the consequences beforehand. Been taking loads of medication and still have yet to drink gallons upon gallons of orange juice. Right now Jess is almost over it and she is doing her best to take care of me. "Men are such babies when they are sick."
     Lately I have been watching Garth Marenghi's Darkplace and I gotta tell you I've never laughed so hard in my entire life. This stuff is gold. Kind of like a 80's horror television show. You can get the torrent here. Hurry because not many seed this. I know I will be seeding this for a week or more.
     Going to a Comic Con this upcoming weekend. Looking forward to this for two reasons: I am going to a comic book convention and I will get to catch up with my friend Molly whom I used to play d&d with. I am also going to a Wheatus show which is going to pwn. I hope I feel better in time for all the excitement.
     Enjoy your weekend...I hope I will.

darkplace