Sensational 1.1.06.:.1:41pm
     Well these last couple days have been great. I've made a really great friend in the last 3 years and now a great companion. What I have now is amazing and I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. We spent New Years Eve together after work. I don't think I've ever spelt so sound.
     This morning I received a phone call from my father...he was grieved. My Great-grandmother pasted away last night. I still cannot believe it. I refuse it. Happy New Years...

___

 

Concluded 1.2.06.:.1:14am
     Recently I have been a skeptic of most everything. Being that my Great-grandmother has past I am doubting the good in everything and anything. What I have realized is that when something in life impacts you in a negative way horrible things seem to fall into place. I am being pessimistic, cynical call it whatever you like. My downfall with Lindsay and now this...ugh. I just hope that my new found happiness evades all means of being ruined. In fact I will make sure of it.
     The destruction of my last relationship is finally coming to a close and I anticipate it, time to move on. Knowing that I have found happiness and a sense of awareness of thyself gives me hope. I also helps that I have found someone who makes me stutter on occasion with glee . Deathcember came to a close finally, thank God.

golf

 

Embrace 1.3.06.:.7:29am
     Went back to work today. I can tell that these first couple days coming back from shutdown will be rough. Today never seemed to end. It may be because I had Jessica on the brain but who knows. She leaves for OSU today, lame. Time to say goodbyes and hope to make it through the week without her.
     Not much to say today. The game I am adding really isn't too much of a competitive high score board material but if you can tell me what the bonus level is before everyone else I will mail you a gift. Hurry before someone else figures it out!

mouse 1.0

 

Cutting Crew 1.4.06.:.7:17am
     I did something I've never done today or the day before, I've gave into paranoia. I been able to keep my head above water but today I had no chance. Today we received 3 brand new temps. That can only mean one thing, my getting canned. When I started working there we had 2 temps, Aaron and Amanda, soon after my arrival they were both dismissed. I fret this change of my environment but on the other hand Rob put this idea into my head. That asshole.
     I have decided that, once again, I will quit smoking. By the weekend I should be done. God only knows this pack will only last 2 days, and that is being optimistic. We'll see how that works out, I just want to stop smoking so Jessica will not have to deal with it. It'd be nice to live longer.

 

Anticipation 1.6.06.:.9:03am
     Work, meh. Leaving to go see Jessica today, she comes work to work the weekends with me. It's great having a common activity each week so we are forced into spending time together. What I mean is that we wouldn't have to make time. My singing blog thing went rather well. A lot of time spent and I think time spent wisely. Sorry so song today, no time or speakers at the moment. Going into Lancaster to work at Donatos. I'll be there 5-9 tonight and 5-11 on Saturday night. Come in and receive an autograph by Lancaster's very own semi-celebrity RadioFiasco. Meanwhile hope everyone has a splendid weekend, I know I will.

bike

 

Improving Measures 1.9.06.:.7:09am
     I apologize for the lack of content, been busy. Lately I have been working at Donatos and staying at the parent's house to evade the long drive. Didn't really get anything productive done. I got to spend a lot of time with Jessica which cannot be anything less than a good thing.
     My ex finally got all her stuff out a few days back and that is wonderful! Now I can finally go out and purchase new things to replace the old things I never wanted. Things on the list are: mattress, shower curtain, and towels. I really do not require much, just enough to function and kill some time.
     Today Rob did not come into work. Talked to him in #rgvc before hand, he said he wasn't feeling well. That really sucks for him because now he only has one day to take off till June, lame. He didn't miss much at work besides some good news. Someone in my department from Africa, Ibrahima, is now a father. His baby girl weighed 2 kilos (4.4 lbs.) and they haven't decided on a name yet. Another thing is that a woman, Julia, is now pregnant and married. She already has 3 kids but the more the merrier I say. She is happy and that's great. Lately I have seen people greet the news of pregnancy with a long face. Shame on them, life is something to jump up and down about. Congrats to you both!
     I guess it is time to get some sleep. Hope everyone had a good weekend.

$5

 

Gratified Finale 1.10.06.:.6:54am
     Yesterday was, well, wow. Spent just under $2,000 yesterday on new things for the apartment. I accumulated a new mattress, shower curtain, towels, kitchen table, coffee table (yay), sheets + comforter, rice bowls and many more "doodads". For once this place feels like it is mine. Strange enough being that I've lived here for about 3 months now. Packed the rest of Lindsay's things, just things I know she had forgotten. They sit in the closet at the moment and I eagerly await their departure. That'll probably be Saturday when we have to take care of one last thing.
     Just found out that Jessica has this Monday off, w00t w00t. Too bad I'm not going to have the entire day to spend with her, other obligations (work). Hope she likes the new things here. Can't really say I am nervous, just anticipating her reaction and comments.
     Today I started talking to Rob, Jeff and Ibrahima about ideas for my movie. If you do not know what I speak of: It is going to be a full length feature film in which nothing important happens. Not comical but in a way still holds humor. I want to shoot this guy kind of like Frank Miller's Sin City in the aspect of singling out characters. I want to make it so the story is not about any one character throughout the entire film. Everyone will have their owns story with their own pluses and minuses. Can't wait to write the script, I've been brainstorming this with Tim for months now.
     I need to get some sleep before the mattress guys drop her off. Have a nice day all and "happy hunting".

50 things you can do with your ipod

 

Famished 1.11.06.:.7:01am
     In short, work was okay today. Great talks and good times. 15 minutes before lunch I wasn't feeling well in the stomach area so naturally I felt like vomiting/spewing/blowing chunks. Soon after lunch I did just that. About 4 or 5 times. Throw-up Junior was hanging out too. Now I am home and miserable. I think I may have both the Flu and a 24 hour Stomach Flu. L4m3x0r. I wish Jessica was here. Men are such babies when they are sick, I am living proof.

pr0n

 

Vagabond Issues 1.12.06.:.7:14am
     Still sick, blah. I've been forcing myself to eat. In the past 30 hours I have eaten 1 pear, 2 bags of "Fun Size" chips, and an Egg Mc Muffin with orange juice. I am hoping it all stays down today. I feel I am not getting enough nutrients to heal my back pain and my lack of luster.
     Work was hell today. My body was aching too horribly to function. Knowing me I just worked worked and worked until now when I can finally collapse. I found out today that we have to work overtime on Friday night. That's a good and a bad thing. Good that I'll be making a few extra bucks on my paycheck but also horrible because 1) I do not get to see Jessica that night and 2) Kevin cannot go to his school's dance. I was suppose to watch the house this weekend while mom goes to New York. I was also suppose to drop Kevin off at this dance. I heard we will only be working till about 2:15am anyways.
     Great news, we lost one of the temps. We are now down to 2 temps which in turn increases my chances of getting hired. Socializing with my group leader helps also. I really hope that my prayers are answered and I am hired. I need this job till September.
     Going to bed at the moment, I hope my back feels better. Also I hope I do not sleep in too late, I have errands to run today. Have a nice day all.

ebaums

 

Regurgitation 1.13.06.:.7:20am
     I am cured, w00t w00t. I can do two things now thankfully, one being bad. I now can eat and smoke again. Hoping to finally, finally....FINALLY stop smoking! We'll see...
     Today at work I had to work press 1 almost all night (that is where we make the actual rear trays). It was okay since time flies by over there. During my lunch break I went to the gas station with James and I purchased a gallon of milk. For those of you who do not know: One day I was talking to Rob and I bet him a dollar that he could not down a gallon of milk in 2 minutes. He smirked and said no way. Not knowing anyone else heard us almost immediately Jeff said that he would do it. "Are you sure?" said I. "No problem," he chuckled.
     So when I got back from the gas station I told Rob to come out back because we are going to seriously do this. So I sat there with cigarette in hand laughing as Jeff drank this gallon of milk cautiously as I urged him to chug it. 2 and 1/2 minutes later he was half way there. He said he needed to belch really bad and chuckled some more. We were then silent as Rob was taking pictures with his camera phone. Out of no where Jeff turns to his side and milk goes all over the ground. It was sick... "That wasn't even half the gallon," he said. Check out those pics here.
     Laughing my ass off I went back inside to get back to work. On my way there I learned that he threw up right next to Tabatha's car. Omfg that was grand. I did not collect my dollar won from that bet but maybe that was in good faith and the fact that his shame is worth more than a dollar.
     I have to go to my mother's house this weekend to watch the dog, which I am cool with. I get to spend some time with Kevin and see Jessica just about everyday so you can't compete with that. I might have Dan and Rob come over to play some games and piss in the wind. Might as well make the best of my time in Lancaster. Hell maybe Tim might come over too.
     Well I hope everyone's weekend is going to live up to their expectations, I know mine will. Hasta whenever.

coffee

 

Power 1.14.06.:.4:56am
     Back from working over time, that was indeed the worst day I have worked there. Everything went wrong. Machines broke down, we ran the wrong lots and some other things I would rather not mention. Came back home to wash some clothes and then I am off.
     I decided to finally add a new game and a new chat box on the game site. Now you can talk smack to your competition. If no one abuses this new chatbox then I will keep 'er up there.

twinoo

 

Into It 1.17.06.:.7:47am
     Great news everyone! Rubbertoe has found the bonus level in Mouse 1.0 and as promised in my blog entitled "Embrace" he has received and autographed item. That item is, after talking to him and realizing he did not own one, an optical mouse. No biggie to anyone else but a hella cool thing for someone who still uses the mouse-ball technology.
     Another thing the radical Rubbertoe accomplished is his new score in Parallel Park. What that means folks is that I am now rid of the woman who has been plaguing my high score board! w00t w00t!
     Nothing happened today besides hanging out with Jessica all day and that was nothing less than fantastic. On today's agenda is working on a project for Critter Ridders.com, find karaoke tracks for future slogs and screw around with Moho. Not much but I feel it's just enough excitement for a wednesday.

samurai

 

Waiting 1.19.06.:.9:26am
     Work=shrug + smirk. We might work this Friday which directly obstructs my night with Jessica. Lame indeed, I do miss her. Today I purchased a Skype phone number. If you want this number just let me know or beat one of my high scores ^^. Going into Lancaster today to take care of some business and hopefully spend some time with the little brother.
     That's about it, time to get going with today's activities.

chocolate

 

Brightside? 1.20.06.:.10:07am
     Yesterday went as according to plan, as far as me going to Lancaster. When I arrived home my mother was very ill so she asked me to go to the store and get some orange juice. Being the great guy I am I went to the store to retrieve this natural satisfier for those who are under the weather. While I was driving and had to decide where to get this substance something told me to go out of my way and go to Kroger instead of the Meijer, which is only a stone throw's away.
     When I pulled into the parking lot I spotted someone who I thought was my Uncle Mark. Haven't seen him in a long time so I made haste with my parking and ejection of my car. I found him looking at tuna and that is where our paths crossed. Nothing really crazy to report besides the that fact my Grandfather is doing better. He had a blood clot in his left leg. I also found out that this is not the first time this has happened. That really terrifies me since I have heart disease on my mother's side of the family.
     That day I fell asleep around noon and arose around 7pm. Watched the idiot box with mom then went to work. Work was okay, another round of musical chairs. I feel that I will be bouncing from press 1 to my department for a long while now. It wouldn't be too bad if that wouldn't hinder my breaks with my own department. Breaks just seem much better when you spend it talking with your friends from  your department.
     We are going to have to work overtime today. Another night ruined in the sense that I will not be able to spend it with Jessica. We really just need to take a weekend off and relax in each other's arms. Yea that was sappy of me. Oh well.
     My day is looking like this: At the moment I am "watching" Seasons 1-3 of ATHF twice. Once that is finished I need to "watch" the Family Guy movie for Mark at work. I estimate that this will all be over with around 1pm-ish. As will my laundry. During all of this I will be cleaning the apartment and reading a bit. Around 2pm I am going to go pick out Kevin's birthday present, he turns 15 today. After celebrating Kevin's birthday I am going to spend some time with Jessica before we have to go to work at 5pm. I will work from 5 till 8 o'clock. With a goodbye kiss from Jess I will then be off to work overtime at the factory. With lame gusto and the ability to sleep on the job I will be there and will have already been awake for a total of 30-ish hours. I cannot wait.
     If that was not depressing enough I also have to pays all my bills today. I am tired alrdy but am armed with caffeinated mints and cigarettes! Before I forget you should check out the pic of my recent contest winner. Congrats Rubbertoe and be sure to tune in for the next contest, it'll be a doozie I'm sure.

gates

 

Apiphobia 1.22.06.:.12:18pm
     Not much to say besides the fact that I am now for sure there is no turning back in this relationship. I am, and as sappy as it sounds, in love with Jessica. Good God, I'll stop right there to avoid any nausea.
     DJ DoBoy says, Enjoy the silence.

mario

 

Jingoist 1.24.06.:.8:06am
     Boring past couple days. Lately it has been work>eat>sleep. Since my weekend has been filled with excitement I reckon that in comparison this is boring. I need a change. I either need to win the lottery (if I ever start playing), get laid off, or discover a way to some how stay awake for more than 24 hours without consequences.
     Jessica will be getting her parking permit for OSU. This will then give us the option of seeing each other during the week. Yea sure I could pick her up but my schedule restricts that. I hate third shift.... I can't wait, this really gives me something to look forward to.
     Been meaning to slog (singing blog) lately but haven't found the time. I also need another set of speakers. I took my second 21 inch monitor and threw it in the bedroom with my laptop acting as the main pc. Sitting on your bed with a wireless keyboard and mouse watching movies and cruising cyberspace is the life. So along with these peripherals the speakers also came. Clytemnestra (my computer) has been without speakers for a good 4 days and I fear she will make me pay for it later on. Meanwhile I sit on my bed with Hephaestus (laptop) at bed side.
     I think I might go to Best Buy and purchase a cheap set of speakers for Hephaestus and give Clytemnestra her speakers back. While I am there I just might pick up a pair of webcams for Jess and I. I did this a while back with someone else and it worked out great. It also helps that we both have skype so why not make a visual bridge while we're at it.
     Been eating well lately and I've noticed alot. I've consumed loads of pears, peaches, plums, a few salads and the occasional  crap food at work. I also cut soda out of my diet and I hope that continues this noticeable trend. Finding out that your pants will not stay above your ankles without the help of a belt is great motivation. Just time to beef up during this summer.
     Last week I tired to stop smoking again. Key word there again. I wanted to stop for two reasons. 1) I want to get rid of the guilt I feel for having Jessica put up with it. 2) It really is not going to help me when I start running again. I told myself I was going to do the "smoke countdown", where you smoke 5 a day then 4 the next day and 3 the next etc. That did not seem to work out too well though. Just like all the other times I have found yet another reason to smoke. I can't share the reason why but to be honest it is not a good reason. Maybe I'll quit next week.
     Thoughts of sleeping right now seems like a brilliant idea but I know that if I do not stretch my yawning for another 30 minutes I will regret not talking to Jessica. I am off to get me some sugary cereal, I deserve it. Wow that was a long blog, too bad I couldn't use this energy for something of greater use like bathing errrr curing cancer.

slog

 

Mirth 1.27.06.:.7:54am
     w00t w00t the end of my week is here. Too bad I'll be stuck at Donato's tonight. Although that really does not seem like work to me. Easy as hell and I get to see Jessica . So while I am making easy money I will be distracting her and chatting with Dan. Seems like an easy night in my eyes.
     It's fantastic, she is going to grab her car when she returns from college. That pleases me very much. This is enable her to come down after class on some select days out of the week and spend some time with me. Too bad I will have to work my third shift job and leave at 10pm. I trust her with being alone with all my crap and sleeping here. The best part of all that is that I get to have breakfast with her before she goes. Perhaps take a nap if she doesn't have to leave until 8:30am.
     Going to see Tim on Saturday when she has to work. Haven't seen him since before Christmas. I feel bad since I never have returned his ATHF dvd's. We'll probably catch up and play some Dr. Mario, which he will feel the pwnage. We are currently brainstorming a long project in the form of a movie. I feel doing this with Tim increases the entertainment value at least %112. If you have any good ideas or want to be a part of this I have no problem crediting you.
     Before I go into Lancaster to sleep before work I am going to do a mad rush of cleaning on the apartment before Jessica finds out how much of a slob I am. I have no shame saying that. Hope the weekend brings everyone good fortune. That reminds me, I'm in the mood for Chinese food.

spacerunner

 

Repose 1.29.06.:.9:32am
     That was a great weekend. I got to work at Donatos and made something like 15 dollars working a drive thru window. Who the hell tips at a window, yea wtf. This one guy gave me a 9 dollar tip. I guess I must have had the pheromones going that day or something.
     I was able to see Jessica both Friday and Saturday. Last night was great, I cannot express in words how awesome it is falling asleep with her in my arms. We attempted leave yesterday which resulted in an accident. She was in a car accident. Was no big deal, a 5 mph collision. Nothing to really be upset about except her parents freaking.
     Yesterday I had the chance to see Timothy. That was more than awesome. I pwnd him at Dr. Mario right after he humiliated me in Star Wars Battlefront II. We talked about double dating which I think might happen, been meaning to goto Cosi for a while now. They have a Star Wars exhibit this summer that I cannot wait for.
     Finally got off my ass and started updating the games and flash section. You should check them out every now and again this week for future updates. For now I am going to clean some of the apartment and take a cat nap.
     Btw, I wrote this in someone's blog and I feel it is worthy to repost:
     I can relate to what you are saying here. Being that I work at a job in which I have 8 hours to think to myself I have touched on heaven a few times. I work with Muslim and Christian alike, hell we even have a Mennonite thrown in there. If there is a heaven w00t w00t, I'll probably not see it. What that would also lead to though is a hell. Now hell I think I could deal with. Not buying the whole Lucifer , fire and brimstone thing though. I think those are just ways to motivate you into what they want you to be for heaven. I see hell as not getting to heaven. Honestly knowing that there is somewhere else you could be that is better than where you currently are and you are not there is a hell in itself (if you ever worked overtime you know what I mean).

If there is not a heaven oh well, this would probably be followed by a "I knew it!" Although living a life worthy for heaven though is not a loss in itself. If you are kind, generous and caring that is not necessarily a bad thing. People enjoy having those type of people around them. What people don't want to surround themselves with are assholes, liars and those who possess extreme avarice.

So in the end you have a choice. Should I be an asshole today or show some compassion? If you chose wisely you might lead a happy but meaningless life.

cube